GOD IS SO GOOD
everything has been moving a long smoothly for my trip to Ukraine in january. He provided most of my money in a week, and now he is blessing with more.

mary and jeannie are coming with me! because of various reasons i wasn't going to be able to fly by myself. but now God is not only blessing me with someone to go with but with two people that i love dearly. please be in prayer with me for the working on all of our hearts and for the continued provision:)

love you!

"I will meditate on the glorious splendor of Your majesty, And on Your wondrous works."
Psalm 145: 5

why do we lessen God? why don't we take the time to just meditate on his brilliance? He is our Savior! he is our exceedingly great reward! He is our ROCK and refuge. He is most high GOD

so i know im being stupid because as cities burn is just a band, but im really sad they broke up.

and now to add to the list Copeland broke up too :(

whats happening to music these days? before too long all the good stuff is going to be gone

the beginning

i've had this blog account for many months now, i'm not really sure why i haven't written anything or rather published anything. perhaps i've never felt that what i had to say was of any importance, i'm not really sure if tonight is any different but i need to start something or i never will.

this summer has been a wonderful growing experience in my life. i've traveled to the other side of the world, i've created countless amazing relationships, and created memories that won't leave my head. and i praise God for placing me on this earth just so i could experience that. have you ever had something in your head that just won't go away? that's me at the moment with Ukraine. i've never felt this way about anything and i'm not sure why God has moved my heart this way. but i'm excited to see where he's going to take it. i'm also scared of the unknown, but i know i should trust God to lead me.

trust. such a simple concept right? why is it so hard then? why is it so hard to just to give God your life and leave it at that! i think because it takes effort to keep up. so many times i've said, and then not done. i'm a christian for crying out loud!!!! but maybe that's why i failed. i was relying on myself and not on the one who created me.

the summer is ending. but it's lessons are still prevalent in my life, i need to trust God and be looking to him and searching out his will for me. easier said then done, good thing i have a team of wonderful brothers and sisters in Christ to keep me in line :)

have a wonderful night :)